You are being boring.
how to stop being a boring f**k
Your perfectionism is boring.
Your low self esteem is boring.
Your monthly identity crisis is boring.
Your overthinking is boring.
Your imposter syndrome is boring.
Your people pleasing is boring.
Your painstakingly curated authenticity is boring.
Your fear of being seen in your full, hot as fuck fire, is boring.
And do you know what the most boring thing of all is?
Thinking you’re the first brilliant woman to believe that she isn’t enough.
You have revolutionary gifts
and a plethora ANCIENT excuses.
Your small self thinks she unique
the first ever gremlin to break the universe
the special anomaly
while regurgitating a narrative that went out of date a few centuries ago.
Woman. This shit is just not interesting anymore.
Can you root yourself
right now
into how not interesting it is?
Actually take a second and exhale into the truth of that.
You have extraordinary medicine
that is being ravaged
by your aggressively average justifications
for why you are not waking up each day
knowing, without a doubt
that you are doing your calling justice
doing YOURSELF justice.
There is nothing original
about a gifted woman expending her precious energy, on trying to be enough
while frantically avoiding being too much
at the exact same time.
It is the least interesting thing.
Are you ready to stop letting something so utterly, mind-numbingly ordinary CONSUME a life that is meant to be ANYTHING BUT?
Consider what it would feel like to have no-one and nothing left inside you to argue and bargain with.
What it would mean if all that life force tied up in negotiating with yourself got free.
The women in my world show up and speak before they’ve polished themselves shiny enough to feel like they are worth being listened to.
They stop monitoring themselves every three seconds flat
and starting dropping into a flow
that has them legit forget the last time they did that.
They stop turning themselves down
In the sense of their volume
In the sense of auto-rejecting their deepest desires
and then turn all the way ON.
My clients tell me how FUCKING DELICIOUS they feel.
How amazed they are by how SIMPLE it gets to be. How beautiful it is to FEEL. How grateful they are for the range of access they have to themselves, to what they want, to what they now know is not just possible but-
i n e v i t a b l e.
This is a woman in flow, full time.
A woman who is reclaiming every ounce of energy leaked through self abandonment.
A woman who ignores the commentary and TRUSTS THE CURRENT.
A woman who has remembered that her feminine devotion is far sexier than her mind’s obsession with certainty.
A woman who has fallen so deeply in love with being alive in all that she is, that she has no time to worry about her self image.
A woman who has retired from the full time job of managing herself; who is so in the moment she’s forgotten what that even felt like.
A woman who laughs from her belly
whose shoulders have dropped seven inches
who speaks from her pussy instead of her strategy
whose pulse thumps louder than her conditioning
whose roots reach deeper than her doubts.
When all of your energy belongs to your mission
instead of your micro-management
miracles happen.
F U L L T I M E F L O W
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You can hold my fucking beer.
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Also, here is the Substack note that inspired this piece. Compartmentalisation is a curse.
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