My Devotion

is everything.

Art: Stephanie Rew

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My devotion is the well
that waters my land.

For years I screamed at the sky
please give me rain
when will it be my time?

Strung up tight
by a narrative that wasn’t mine
I tried to control
an indomitable force -

Nature.

She humbled me.
She pointed me to the well.

My devotion is a constant.

Immoveable
like the roots of an ancient oak
that reach so deep into the earth
that it lacks for nothing.

When my devotion was up for debate
resources dried up
my body grew inflamed
my fragmented selves burned with a rage
that no forced achievement or outcome could quell, because,
my devotion is the only place
where all of my parts are safe and held.

My devotion is what was left
when there were no more walls to hit
when not even my mind
believed it’s own bullshit.

And finally, I resolved
to listen
to revel in the cavernous dark
beneath the noise.

I let go of control
lost the impetus to strive
and into the emptiness
resources simply arrived.

An in-flow as natural as breathing.

The truth of reciprocity
replaced the transactional lie.

The cells of my body remembered:

It is safe to be alive.

It is safe to be -
as I am.

And that was when I realised:

The void is 99% of space and time.

The in-between is the majority of life.

I’d do well to make my home there.

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Leaders and visionaries - people who are fuelled by a mission - have to master themselves inside of this space. It is the key to spacious success.

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